Late night rantings again…
You know I’m upset. Can’t you feel it? You’re right next to me.

What am I to you?

A toy?

Something you temporarily yearn for and once you have it, you lose interest faster than the snap of a finger.

I’m right here.

I’m a person. I’m human. I have feelings. Thoughts. Emotions.

I let you come here and then you do this.

I can’t even describe how angry it makes me.

Yet….

I keep letting you do it.

Toy with me.

Play with me.

I think that’s what’s making me angry.

The fact that I’m the one opening the doors.

I have the ability to say no.

I kept hoping you would say something to sweep me.

But no.

You just mumbled inaudibly.

Which believe me, was the worst thing you could do.

I hope you figure it out.

I doubt you even realize you did something wrong.

You never do.

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